One day, I wished that I was an Alexithymia
There would be no emotions such as fear, disappointment, heart-broken, or grudge
I would only need to learn to do good things
There would be no fear of being rejected after making mistakes
No fear of being humiliated to get out of old habits
No hesitation to help those who have let us down
But then, I also thought that emotions aren’t just about fear and fury
There are also good emotions like happiness, enthusiasm, and falling in love
There’s excitement when receiving gifts
There’s a joy in helping others
There’s happiness when feelings of love reciprocate
And there’s a rush of enthusiasm when faced with challenges
Now, I do realize that emotions are what make us human
We are not robots
We are human
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