Yesterday, I woke up late cz in the night before, I slept very late at night. I had indigestion that made me unable to sleep. Then in the afternoon, I was assisted by a trucking service to transport my things to a new house. I moved to another house with two of my friends. I’ve never been to this house before. I just trust my friend’s choice. Then when I got to this house, I was stunned. I have a little OCD with cleanliness -though not so with tidiness. I was stunned by the amount of dust left on various pieces of furniture in my room, from the cupboard, desk, to the window. But I didn’t mind, I was in a good mood to clean it up. Then I cleaned up and tied up all my things until the afternoon.
At the night, I scrolled through social media and saw photos of my friend that having a wedding that day. I was thinking -wow, she’s about to enter a new phase of life with someone. I’ve heard these sentences: you deserve to get married when you’re happy the way you are and are ready to share your happiness with others because in married life you cannot depend on your happiness to your partner. Hmm, I just haven’t fully accepted myself. I was just at the stage: longing for a partner to fill the loneliness. I thought I didn’t deserve to be in the marriage phase, for now. After that, after a few minutes, I talked to my friend for so long until we felt hungry and were going to cook. However, the stove near our room was not connected to gas yet. I once installed it at my parents’ house. But when I tried it now, I heard the sound of gas and the smell of gas wafted. Instantly I shivered and walked away. My friend was even more scared than me. Finally, we decided to go down to the first floor and used the stove in the kitchen on the first floor instead.
After eating we talked a bit. Our conversation came down to talking about Glenn Alinskie. Seeing how he behaved with his wife and children made our hearts warm. He did not hesitate to show his love and warmth to his wife and children. And watched the development of his two very smart and funny children. Then something crosses my mind for a moment. Everyone will wish for the same thing, which is happiness. But in the view of Islam, there is eternal happiness in heaven. Not infrequently, to achieve eternal happiness, humans are often tested with various kinds of tests, including children who are less funny or less obedient, etc. Therefore, if you experience it later, don’t feel insecure. In the end, there will be eternal happiness waiting if we can be patient.
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